FEELINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE
PRIORITIES HANGING ALL AROUND
SANITY JUST BARELY ENOUGH
FEELINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE
I don’t know how to feel about anything anymore. It’s all about ambivalence now. Whether it’s towards food, responsibilities, schools, people. Fickle mindedness at an all time high right now
PRIORITIES HANGING ALL AROUND
Thank God we were able to finish 90% of our video today! All that’s left is to tweak the cuts and place credits. That’s one task done; just about a half dozen more!
English paper, thesis, CL project, CL report, debate, article, film fest, other requirements that I should be attending to but can’t remember.Oh yeah, college decisions *cue High School Musical 3’s Scream track*
I don’t know where to go, what’s the right team? I want my own thing so bad I’m gonna scream! I can’t choose, so confused. What’s it all mean? I want my own thing so bad I’m gonna scream!
SANITY JUST BARELY ENOUGH
I would just like to say that just because I don’t openly speak about my decision making process with you, does NOT mean that I am not trying to make a decision, okay? I have my reasons and my ways on deciding. I am not forgetting that this is a life altering choice. Please just let even one day pass without you asking me where I want to go. I ask myself the same thing every day, a hundred times a day. Even I annoy myself with the constant questioning I do.
