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notepadnotions is seventeen, female, and hails from Manila.
Full time high school Senior at SPCP. Part time struggling writer.

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Why do things feel like they’re falling apart?

And why am I so affected by this phenomenon when I wasn’t even aware that things ever came together?

Why am I feeling so bipolar? Guilty? Lost? Tired? Confused? Wrongly hopeful?

I need to shut off. Just detach myself from the world and come back only when things are less serious.  I’m such a horrible person right now. I hate this bipolarity.

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I’m sorry, okay?

I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’M SORRY.

I can’t keep my focus. I get side tracked easily. I’m immature. I’m all that and more and I’m sorry.

I’m sorry I chose to prioritize the sillier, vainer things over our supposedly? ideally?combined efforts. I’m sorry I wasn’t reliable. I’m sorry I became a disappointment at one point. I’m sorry. I really am. I hope you know that. I also hope you know that I’m trying to make things right and trying to be there for you again.

I’m just…sifjiweojefndkwdjk. I’m sorry.

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Why by Avril Lavigne

Hey, listen to what we’re not saying
Let’s play a different game than what we’re playing
Try to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I’m gonna let us fall apart?

Avril and her angst filled days. Wuddup

iambeac:

thiswoulddofornow:

PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND FIND HIS MOM! 
“This is my mother, Lea Angeles Ng. The last time I saw, 1/20/12, approximately 10AM her I gave her a kiss on the cheek and out of nowhere she told me she loved me. She left the house a few minutes after I did in our silver Toyota Prado, plate number JUS-77 and I can’t stop blaming myself for not telling her I love her too.”

PLEASE HELP OUR FRIEND!!! 
Please if you’ve seen her or so, message us on Facebook. She never reached the Bank and we’re really worried. Her family’s really worried as well, please please spread! Prayers also, please. 

iambeac:

thiswoulddofornow:

PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND FIND HIS MOM! 

“This is my mother, Lea Angeles Ng. The last time I saw, 1/20/12, approximately 10AM her I gave her a kiss on the cheek and out of nowhere she told me she loved me. She left the house a few minutes after I did in our silver Toyota Prado, plate number JUS-77 and I can’t stop blaming myself for not telling her I love her too.”

PLEASE HELP OUR FRIEND!!! 

Please if you’ve seen her or so, message us on Facebook. She never reached the Bank and we’re really worried. Her family’s really worried as well, please please spread! Prayers also, please. 

That moment when you are expected to be in two places at the same time.

Oh my gahd. I am starting to doubt myself now. I am starting to question my priorities. 

Grades > show? Show > grades? 

I must be a good student and help out at the setting up of the exhibit. I need the points I’ll be getting from it. Besides, I’m in school to learn, not to strut. Acads come first. Extra curriculars are secondary.

I have a lot to do.

abbbycruuuz:

commartsol:

Cafe Tres Artiste: Thrice as Nice

A collaborative effort brought to you by the Center for Communication Arts, Visual Arts, and Culinary Arts!

Drop on by the Activity Room 2 in the Annex 2 Basement January 27-28 from 9 AM to 5 PM and enjoy the culinary goods, the amazing comics and art commissions, the crazy booths and stalls, plus performances!

For more information, visit the fan page here

Poster by Bianca Carandang

The event of my GIFT BABIES!!! >:D< AMAZING PEOPLE MAKE AMAZING EVENTS! Don’t forget to spend time at Cafe Tres Artiste!!   

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jannadejesus:

Three worlds. Two renowned authors. One gripping stage.
GET READY FOR A MAGICAL EXPEDITION THIS FEBRUARY 2012.

As St. Paul College Pasig, Teatro Paulino and the Student Coordinating Team present:
PEPE AND WILL: THE MUSICAL EXPEDITION (click for trailer)

Show dates are on February 6, 9, 10, and 11 at the Mere Marie Anne de Tilly Convention Hall, St.Paul College Pasig. 


This topic is getting more and more awkward to talk about….

CET results changes everything, even the things you didn’t think would change.

Give Me One Reason by Tracy Chapman

Been hearing this song all weekend. Can’t get it out of my head now. 

Dear self,

Don’t forget to:

  • Breathe
  • Eat
  • Survive

With love, me

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